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Last month I asked you to pray for my friend Julie and her family. Their little girl Calla was born at 26 weeks and has been “growing” in the NICU ever since she was born in December. She is so little, but so perfect. Ian and Julie are loving the socks off of this sweet girl. Calla also has a big brother, Ori. Ian and Julie’s time is spent split between being home with Ori and spending time at the hospital every day with Calla. Not to mention all of their other normal responsibilities…like work.

I have been praying and praying for Calla. Praying that she would grow strong and healthy. Praying that she would be able to breathe on her own. And praying that she would be able to go home soon to her family. But I wanted to do more.

 
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  • Sarah - we will be praying…ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - You continue to amaze me..I have and will continue to pray for Calla…and will eagerly be waiting to enter :)

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  • Jen - what a great idea.
    I clicked right over to meet Calla the last time you introduced her to us and what a testimony her family is.
    Thank you for sharing this with us.ReplyCancel

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  • The Moffats - LOVE IT :) And love YOU for putting it together.ReplyCancel

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  • Lara - You truly inspire me. I have read your blog and found Julie’s through yours and have been following the progress of little Calla. I am so glad you are doing this! You will be blessed..ReplyCancel

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  • Heather at All A Flutter - This is a wonderful idea!ReplyCancel

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  • Beki - TheRustedChain - We’ve been praying for Calla.ReplyCancel

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  • The Sieberts - awesome idea Jess! you have such a good heart. We are praying for Calla as well…ReplyCancel

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  • Sara - My little sister recently had a baby boy, who was born at 27 weeks, and lived inside her without any fluid (a hole was torn in her placenta, due to a bloodclot that kept returning). When he was born the doctors told us there was no way he would survive. They told her to prepare herself. They told her if he did survive, he would be so damaged, there would be no quality of life. After a long struggle, of being told this every time something would happen, he lived. And, he just celebrated his first birthday. While, he has some physical problems (nothing that can’t be fixed) he is an absolute happy, joyful baby, and I have no doubts that he will be fine. I know what a rollercoaster that is. I watched my sister and her husband go through that, and it is heartwrenching. But, he survived. Even though the dr’s kept saying he wouldn’t. He did. And, quality of life, he’s got a great one. I have never seen such a happy little boy. I will pray for him, and his parents and family too. Such a sweet thing to do.ReplyCancel

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  • Kristi REDISKE - I have already been praying-what a great idea-God Bless You all!ReplyCancel

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  • Mindy M. Harris - Cool, I can’t wait to enter. You are such a great friend and your obedience to the Lord’s whisperings is clear.ReplyCancel

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  • Karina - What a wonderful way to use Cora’s. I will look for that button tomorrow!ReplyCancel

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  • The Schilling's from Cimarron - Your Awesome for doing this! Once again you are soooo giving and thoughtful! miss you lots and have been thinking about our time a year ago together!
    Give little Mr. Levi and big kiss on those chunkkkyyy cheeks for us! Hope to see you soon!

    love always!

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  • Tricia - What a sweet gesture for your dear friends. I will be looking forward to helping.

    With love and prayers,
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  • Amy - Such a great idea, Jess. Julie is blessed to have a friend like you. I can’t wait to see what you’re offering. I think Miss Gretchen needs a Cora dress. :)ReplyCancel

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  • Rebecca Zwirlein - This is an absolutely wonderful thing you are doing for sweet Calla and her family. I look forward to donating tomorrow. Thank you for continuing to be an encouragement and an inspiration to others! You ROCK!ReplyCancel

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  • Mrs. Dunbar - Will be praying and looking forward to helping Calla’s family.ReplyCancel

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  • Christina - You are a sweet friend. I have been and will be praying for them!ReplyCancel

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  • kaylin rose and mara anne - love it and i am praying…thank you for putting this together.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - http://dungan.blogspot.com/

    very interesting post about screening in neuroblastoma and how it doesn’t work. When God has a plan, he has a plan.ReplyCancel

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  • McArthur - Thank you for sharing – we will be praying.ReplyCancel

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  • Heidi - Very sweet Jess! It’s amazing to me, that you are always able to turn your sorrow into giving! It is such a great example of a Christian woman! I have been praying for Calla. I do have an etsy shop, but currently am fighting breast cancer and not feeling too great. My shop is just kind of sitting there. Levi is beautiful! I had a premie born at 30 weeks and now he is 14 turning 15 Feb 26th, is super handsome, gets straight a’s, and was voted most likely to be an olympic athlete in his 8th grade class! So God can heal these pre mature babies! They are so incredibly strong! I will keep praying for all of you! Heidi Outre Beauty BistroReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - You and your family are a true inspiration. Praying for your family and praying for Calla!
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One year ago today, our lives changed forever.
We were totally unprepared.
Not expecting at all.
It happened in an instant.
We had no idea that from that day forward,
we would be fighting for our daughter’s life.
And in just 17 short days, that we would loose that fight.
That day we were asked to begin a new journey.
A journey that we never would have chosen…

It was a pretty typical day. I dropped Cora off at my mom’s and headed off to Bible Study. She had been having trouble sleeping and was a little grouchy. Those horrible ear infections kept coming back and I was wishing she would just get better. At Bible study I remember sharing my frustrations and asking for prayer for Cora and her doctor’s appointment that afternoon.

Joel had agreed to go to the doctor appointment with me. We wanted to do everything we could to get Cora feeling better. We had no idea that it was so much more than a little ear infection.

I remember sitting in the exam room with Joel and Cora. We were trying to keep our little girl happy as we waited. They had done an x-ray of her abdomen and she did. not. like. it. one. bit. She screamed through the entire thing. We really didn’t expect anything to be horribly wrong. We were just looking for a way to get rid of the ear infections. But as we waited longer and longer, we began to worry. We sensed something might not be okay. Still, “cancer” had never crossed our minds.

Our pediatrician finally came in. I knew the second I saw his face that something was wrong. As he told us that Cora’s liver was enlarged and that it might be the result of cancer, our world as we knew it froze. He was so kind to us. Even prayed with us before sending us out the door. But I was in shock.  He had to be wrong. There was no way my beautiful Cora had cancer in her little chubby body.

Joel and I could barely even talk to each other as we drove to the hospital. I remember praying over and over all the way there, “Please let him be wrong. Please let him be wrong. My baby can’t have cancer.”

But as we know, he wasn’t wrong. Late that night our worst fears were confirmed. The next day we would be asked to hand our sweet daughter over for surgery. And from that moment on our world was rocked to the core. We went from a “normal” family to living in the hospital and struggling to battle Cora’s cancer in an instant. We were asked to trust God with our daughter’s life. We were asked to trust God in a way that we never had before.

As I think about that day and the 17 days that followed, my stomach just aches. I don’t even know how to describe our time in the hospital except horrible and terrifying. It was the worst thing to watch Cora go through everything she did and not be able to do anything to help her. Like I said, it is hard to even put it into words. Yet at the same time we experienced God’s incredible comfort through the wonderful hospital staff, family and friends in a way that we never have experienced before. It was amazing.

So many people have told us that we are handling this past year of suffering incredibly. That they would not be able to handle what we have gone through. Like we are “gifted” at facing difficulties. We are not. In fact, before Cora got sick, I would have said the same thing. I would have said there is no way I could handle watching my daughter battle cancer. Or worse yet having to say goodbye to my daughter. I would have told you I couldn’t do it.

When we were in the hospital I remember people telling us that God’s grace is sufficient. Those words seemed so trite to me considering what we were going through. But, through this year we have found that God’s grace is truly sufficient. It is that simple. It doesn’t mean that facing suffering is easy or that it doesn’t cause pain, even deep pain. But it is true. When we face something that seems impossible to live through, or even when we face something that seems relatively insignificant, we can be confident that He cares. He will provide just what we need to get through whatever we are facing. His grace is sufficient. My family is living proof of that!

So as we enter this time of “anniversaries” and remember what we were facing at this time last year, and what we continue to face every day, I need to remind myself again. His grace is sufficient.

My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.
2 Corinthians 12:8
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  • The Mershawn's - What a story you guys have. Not one anyone wants & yet one for us all to admire.
    Thank you for reminding us all how good our God is, no matter how awful or wonderful the situation.
    I’ll be praying everyday for the 2 of you the next 17 days. Hang on to your hope. And let HIM speak to you as you miss her so desperately. You guys are awesome.ReplyCancel

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  • Austin - I’m still so sorry for your loss. Its so encouraging though…to see God’s faithfulness through this…and the amazing way you’ve let him work in your lives.ReplyCancel

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  • Vuong and Steph - Thinking of you and your family not only during the next few weeks, but every day!ReplyCancel

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  • Carla - Its difficult even to read that, as a stranger, and impossible to imagine what you have gone through in the last year. My thoughts are with you now, in the next 17 days and always. Thank you for taking us on your journey, it is a powerful thing to be witness to it. I wish you strength in the next little while.ReplyCancel

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  • Time To Lose - Thank you for sharing with us. My heart has ached for you in your lose and also rejoiced with you in the birth of your son. God’s blessings on you always.ReplyCancel

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  • susy - God has a plan for all of us. We might not like it and may even dread it but it is his plan. May you find comfort the next 17 days and all the days of your life. God bless you all.

    On a lighter note, more pictures of Levi please.ReplyCancel

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  • Jamie - I am praying for you this weekend and the following 17 days as you have to enter into this “new phase” of remembering. Thanks for sharing your story (and life) with all of us.ReplyCancel

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  • Christina Egner - Blessings from Pooh’s Corner while you remember…..ReplyCancel

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  • Drew, Taylor, and Caroline Clayton - Prayers coming your way on this day of reflection :)ReplyCancel

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  • BURNS FAMILY - I have followed your blog for over a year now and never knew what type of comment to leave. Your family is a true testament of God’s love and grace. I know my own faith has grown following your story and I hope that I can continue to grow to have the kind of faith that you and Joel show. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for sharing your journey and my thoughts and prayers have been with you and will continue to be with you.
    Sincerely,
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  • Sherryl - I’m remembering everything with you. Keep your chin up!ReplyCancel

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  • Meghan - i found your blog a year ago and have followed ever since. i love what you said the other day about God giving us what we can handle. you have had more than your share of that. you have handled it gracefully. i will always think of you guys, even though i don’t know you. i will be praying for you as you go through the next couple of weeks. and this next chapter in your lives. xoxoReplyCancel

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  • A - My heart breaks for you as I read what you wrote today- I have been praying for you as the anniversary of her going to Jesus approaches.

    I love that verse you reflected upon. It is one of my favorites that sustains me as I struggle with my own personal cross- infertility. Especially on days like today, after getting a(nother) negative pregnancy test, it is all I can do to rest in God’s comfort and trust He has things under control in the long run.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - I have looked at your blog at least twice a week since cory was first in the hospital..
    This is the first time I have responded.
    You have been a blessing to me and my daughter ( who also lost at child at 26 weeks)
    I admire you courage and love of God and all he can do. He is perfect!!
    I have cried almost everytime I have read your blog. I feel your pain, and don’t know how you could deal with it except for God’s Love.
    Levi is a gift from God and looks perfect to me! What a beautiful child.
    My daughter’s birthday is also March 5th, she is now 30 and I can’t imagine ever losing her.
    God bless you and your family during this difficult time of year.
    Love,
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  • bagfashionista - again, i am truly sorry.ReplyCancel

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  • Just Beachy - i am so sorry you lost cora , i think of her often , I am so happy to see your family grown and be blessed , i iknow the whole cora left will always remain .
    my poor brother just tuesday lost his second daughter almost a year apart from their first, the pain is unthinkable , why them ? why you ? , there is never an answer , just can’t give up is all , support of family and the desire to try again keeps us all going on , but it is so hard , so very hard.
    your family is in my thoughts , I hope you are blessed with a healing year.ReplyCancel

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  • merlin - And grace came by way of Levi, a bright shining star out of the darkness.

    Thank you God for the gifts of Levi and Cora, and for promising us that Cora is with You in heaven.

    Praying for your comfort on this sad anniversary.ReplyCancel

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  • Stef - praying for you *much* today <3ReplyCancel

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  • Todd and Courtney - I think of Cora every single day. I was so lucky to buy a pair of burpies from you for my daughter this past Christmas. I am so proud and honored that we have something in our home to remember Cora. I check your blog all the time, tear up as I read your posts, and pray for you all every single day. Levi is so beautiful and I’m so happy that he is in your life. I can’t wait to see more pictures!ReplyCancel

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  • Jessatsea - Oh bless you guys again and again and again. I remember reading your story one short year ago and my heart ached for you then like it does today on this horrible anniversary.
    You and Joel are in my prayers today and always.ReplyCancel

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  • Kathy Hardison - I would imagine that you have watched the clock today thinking about the exact minute everything occured on that day. I hope as you do you find comfort in knowing that people you don’t even know are praying for your sweet family. You are not only talking the talk, but walking the walk. May He give you strength to take each step. Joshua 1:9ReplyCancel

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  • Tricia - I have nothing to say that could possibly mean more than what you have shared with us today.
    May God continue to bless your sweet family.

    With love and prayers,
    XO*TriciaReplyCancel

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  • Trinity - Thinking of you as you relive the pain of last year during these first anniversaries that will no doubt be just as hard, if not harder, than when you walked thru them a year ago. And as He carried you through the storm of that time, He will again carry you thru this time too. God bless your loving family and thank you for being a constant reminder to others that God is good.ReplyCancel

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  • Taking Heart - You are wise beyond your years. Pain does that. The grace you live with is evident… and the sorrow you carry runs deep. What amazes me the most is how you continue to cling to hope… that is how Cora continues to touch lives. Thank you for giving a window peek into your life… your message of hope reminds us all to look up.ReplyCancel

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  • Joyce - Praying you feel an extra measure of God’s tender loving care in the coming weeks. Thank you for sharing your story.ReplyCancel

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  • JenReece - God is so amazing. He does get us throught things that we would never be able to get through on our own. It’s truely amazing the strength He can provide. Our bodies are so weak and yet He makes us so strong when we rely on Him. Simply amazing. I’m so sorry you are having to experience this daily. A dear friend lost her 2 1/2 month old last Christmas Eve and watching her go through this has been so hard, but she and her husband have His strength as well. Thanks to you (and her) for showing me what His strength can do. I’m in awe of Him. Thank you for that reminder, it was so very needed!ReplyCancel

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  • Tara from Nebraska - Thinking of you, Joel, and your families today. Over the last few days I have read through your blog and my heart completely aches for you. I am saddened that I just now found out about your story and I wasn’t able to join in on the power of prayer when Cora and your family were going through all of this. Cora was such a beautiful little girl and you are one lucky mama to say she was your very own. Your faith and trust in God is beyond inspiring and has only made me want to better my relationship with God. One year later and your family and Sweet Cora are still touching hearts and lives across the world. While I wasn’t there to pray for you all a year ago please know that you are in my prayers now…every night and will be forever. I pray for joy, hope, peace and healing for you and Joel. Sending hugs your way…especially for the rough weeks ahead.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Just sending hugs to your family today and will be thinking of you and praying with you in the upcoming weeks.

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  • Erica - my heart is breaking for you as tears stream down my face. i will be praying especially hard for your family these next 17 days. i cannot believe it’s been a year. praise God that His grace is sufficient… what would we be without it?ReplyCancel

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  • The Chance Family - Praying for you during this difficult day as you remember the amazing daughter you shared such a short time on earth with. Cora was a blessing and Levi also is a blessing. Thank you for allowing us on this journey of healing with you!ReplyCancel

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  • Courtney - Jess I am so sorry you have to remember this day this way. I will never forget Sept 2nd (the day we found out Dylan wasn’t going to survive much past Birth) for as long as I live. I have heard so many times the same thing as you said about not being able to deal with it. I HOPE that no one ever has to find out if they could deal with loosing a child but unfortunatly it happens to often. I still pray for you guys all the time and I am so glad that Levi is now here to bless your family even more. I remember when our daughter Madylan was born fourteen months after Dylan went to Heaven I couldn’t put her down. I got nothing done because I held her and stared at her all day.
    I will be praying for you even more this next 17 days.
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  • Enos Family - I can remember back to this time last year, when I started reading your blog. It makes me cry and hurt all over again, and I don’t even know you. Cannot imagine what you went through, or continue to go through, but I am so inspired by your love of God and your faith. Thank you for sharing.ReplyCancel

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  • Miss Em - I have been thinking of your family so much knowing this day was coming soon and the next two plus weeks to follow. My heart aches. These days hurt like it was yesterday. I find the pain for my son eases some with the passing of each year but the “anniversaries” just hurt. I remember taking about Matthew with my husband not too long ago and he had said how much he admired how I handled Matthew’s death. I was shocked to the core. I could understand that statement from anyone but him. He was right there with me daily with the pain and sadness. He was the one I cried with and the one who really new my pain. It amazed me that he felt that way. I still don’t understand it but it was a relief to me that he felt that way. I have no idea why I am sharing that. Maybe just to say “I hear you, I understand”. Sending my love and prayers and hugs to Levi.ReplyCancel

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  • Sarah - So so true. I recently discovered your blog, but from what I’ve read so far, you have handled this journey with pure grace. You are a beautiful testimony! Your Cora and Levi are absolutely precious!ReplyCancel

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  • Al's World - What a beautiful post, thank you so much for witnessing to everyone, to showing everyone the power that God can have over your life if you just allow Him to work in you. I didn’t lose my child, but I lost my mom. I too thought I would not survive a day much less a year, but I have. I have just like you through God’s grace, love and devotion. Prayers over you and Joel as you face these anniversaries, I am so glad that God gave you something to hold during this time, even though I know you wish it was Cora…take care and God bless!ReplyCancel

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  • The Drama Mama - Praying for you all as you continue to find a new normal and remember sweet Cora’s precious life at the same time! Sending many prayers and HUGS your way!ReplyCancel

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  • Laura - My heart aches for you. I do not know you, but I am praying for you in this heartbreaking time. I pray God will wrap His loving arms around you and hold you so close to Him- that He will be your strong tower and your refuge and your comfort.ReplyCancel

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  • Ashley - I too am so sorry for your tremendous loss. I’m sure you don’t go a minute without missing your sweet Cora, but I pray that you would find peace in God’s sufficient grace! I am so impacted by your story and strength!ReplyCancel

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  • kelli - i have been thinking about you two this week knowing that it was this time last year that your lives changed. thanks for being so transparent with all that you were and are going through. hugs!ReplyCancel

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  • kinsey - praying for your family over the next few weeks. i know nothing will ever cover up or take away your loss, but i’m thanking god that you have Cora’s baby brother to love on during this time.ReplyCancel

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  • Maria - I am praying for you. I’m so very sorry for this aching and suffering.
    All I can do is pray. Thank you for allowing me to witness your story.ReplyCancel

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  • Anne - Your blog is such an encouragement to me. Even through the toughest time in your life your hope in God never waivers.
    Thank you for the reminder that God’s grace is sufficient no matter what He gives you to deal with. I needed that today.ReplyCancel

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  • Alaina - Oh Jess..my heart weeps with yours. I had started reading your blog about a month or so before Cora got sick. I remember being shocked with you, even gasping and yelling at the computer screen when you found out about Cora’s diagnosis. I cried with you and have prayed for you. Even though I don’t know you personally Jess, your family has become precious to me. And please know, I miss sweet little Cora too.ReplyCancel

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  • Kristin - Thank you for sharing, and for reminding me that God’s grace truly IS sufficient.ReplyCancel

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  • Lindsey - It has been amazing to have been following your story for almost a year now. God has used your intense loss for His glory and fame! I will be praying for peace and comfort for you and all of your family during this time. The name of my blog is “His Grace is Enough.” :) Much love to you!ReplyCancel

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  • Beki - TheRustedChain - Oh Jess.

    I had no idea that today was the anniversary.

    But you’ve been heavy on my mind all day and I’ve been praying hard for you. I even thought about emailing to let you know, but got busy and didn’t. Now I understand why.

    I still hate that you have to hurt so badly. It crushes me.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Thank you for this wonderful post, and for reminding us that God is GOOD. Even in the worst of times. Cora was a special little girl who has left an impression on so many people. I am honored to read your blog, to learn about Cora, and to follow a bit of your journey with your new sweet little babe, Levi. You are encouraging, strong, and gentle in your writing. Thank you!ReplyCancel

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  • Trisha Larson - Funny that you posted that comment because I relate A LOT to the second part of that “my power is made great in your weakness”. I have been so weak in the time that Nate died (2 years in March). I too would have never thought that I would survive burying my child. How could anyone ever possibly survive that? But, by the Grace of God, I am still standing. It is His power that I am using because mine is gone. And, I think that’s a good thing. I am changed because of it.

    I know your pain and understand your sorrow. We lived in a hospital for 25 days fighting for Nate’s life. Sending my love and prayers as you continue to face all of your “firsts”.

    Hugs,
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  • Anonymous - I’ve been thinking about you guys all day, knowing today was the anniversary of her diagonsis. I lost a close childhood friend 14 years ago today, so the date has always stuck in my mind. Many prayers being sent your way today and everyday…but especially over the next 17 days and all of the horrible anniversaries they bring with them. May your newest gift continue to bless your lives…and let you sleep a little. 😉ReplyCancel

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  • Dear Abbi - What beautiful, life-giving words! Thank you for sharing them. They were an encouragement to me!ReplyCancel

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  • Stephanie Lane - Prayers are still being lifted on your behalf! You are loved!ReplyCancel

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  • Nancy - I’m amazed at your faith. Cora is an angel – praying for your family this next month. What an amazing story. Thankful you have your son to hold & love!!ReplyCancel

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  • Restless Mama - Hello, loyal reader but I’ve not yet commented…I think. Your words for this post touched my heart. My heart goes out to you and your family. You are so strong to keep going not just as a family and not just as loyal servants to God but for remaining a strong and loving family and lifting your faith that much more.
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  • Heather at All A Flutter - As someone that has been through a similar set of circumstances with our son I just want to tell you that your words were so well written. You conveyed so much in this one post. My prayers are with you as you begin the first of many anniversaries. God is so Good and he will see you through.ReplyCancel

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  • Christy - It’s hard to believe it’s been a year. Your story, Cora’s story, continues to touch and change people… and will continue to.

    I love you guys!
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  • Andrea - i have been reading and praying since “whatever” posted about little cora needing prayer. The Lord is amazing. your emotions and feelings are so true and real, i am blessed to be involved in seeing what the Lord is doing in your lifeReplyCancel

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  • Momma H - Joel and Jess – As many others have said, THANK YOU for sharing your story – it has been, and continues to be – a real testiment of your love and faith in our remarkable Father. I pray that you will feel His closeness and protection thru the next 17 days, especially. And I pray God’s mercy to be super evident now and always for you and your family.
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  • Anonymous - Thoughts and prayers are with your family not only today and the next 17 days but always!
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  • Toni :O) - Such a moving post. I think of you and sweet Cora every day…truly I do. It’s changed my life for the better and I don’t take one moment with my children for granted ever because of what you went through. Thank you for posting your struggles, frustrations, triumphs and pure joy (Levi and your incredible Etsy shop) just everything. You inspire me and as difficult as this *anniversary* will be for you, I’m glad you have sweet Levi there to hold and snuggle to get you through. Many continued blessings to you all. Hugs!ReplyCancel

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  • Christina - Your testimony is beautiful. I “met” you almost a year ago. I remember wanting to say things that would possibly be comforting, but at the same time wanting to say things like,”It’s okay to be angry…” or whatever emotion you might have felt. I can’t even imagine what all that would encompass.
    Well, I usually feel like I don’t have adequate words to put down here, but always feel like I would like to say something encouraging. The truth is that I leave here encouraged. Thank you for continuing to share your story.ReplyCancel

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  • Deb - God bless you and your family and may He grant peace to you.ReplyCancel

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  • angie c - I was going thru old files on my computer the other day, and found a thumbnail of a picture I took a few hours after Cora’s funeral…it was of a double-rainbow and it was gorgeous. I know God sent it that day to give us hope and love and a sign from Cora. I think of Cora and your family so so often and her story will always be in my heart. I don’t see a double rainbow, pink balloon, or hear the name Cora without thinking of you guys. Much love to you-ReplyCancel

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  • honesteagurl - i am struck by the poignancy – that a year ago you were giving your child over to God and now a year later God has given over to you a child.

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  • Anonymous - Ah guys my heart aches for you. I have thought about and prayed EVERYDAY for you since Beautiful Cora first went into the hospital. Your Cora will will never be forgotten..the many lives she has touched are for every changed..Oh how I wish things were different. I honestly don’t know how you are doing it but oh so graceful you are. Your unbending faith has inspired me so many times. We will all be praying for and trying to ease your pain as you walk through the next 17 days..

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  • Anonymous - My grandmother’s sister lost both her twin daughters (and her husband) before their first birthday. I never knew this growing up…I would stay at her house, follow her around in her garden, get fussed at for using too much water in the bath…I had no idea. I know it was because of her faith but I don’t really know how she did it. She married a man who doted on her and had another daughter. She lived a really good life. I hope that for you too.ReplyCancel

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  • Tressa - I am sorry for your loss. She was/is beautiful. As is Levi. I know this time of the year will always be hard for you. I pray that he will bless you with grace and mercy and comfort. I will pray for you and your family, knowing that these next 17 days are going to be so hard. May God bless you.
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  • Princess Martha - I cannot believe a whole year has passed since that horrible day. The year has flown by, and you have done so well at making it. I am happy you have little Levi with you to help you through the next 17 days. xxReplyCancel

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  • Sarah - my heart just aches every time I think of your sweet Cora. You are such a brave and god loving momma. I will be praying for you during this time of anniversaries. The last verse spoke to my heart. You are such a blessing and witness of God’s love.ReplyCancel

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  • The Fishers - You truly are an inspiration to me and I appreciate your sharing your journey with all of us.ReplyCancel

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  • dawn - People always tell me they never could have lost a son like we did. They wouldn’t have been as brave (was I?) or they would have crumbled under it all. Like you said, I would have said the same thing before it happened. I still say it about all the terrible things I’ve not faced. BUT, God’s grace was sufficient for the days we faced watching our son suffer, and the days we face without him. I don’t have the Grace to face someone else’s struggle, and they don’t have the grace to face mine. But His Grace is sufficient for each day we each face. it’s pretty amazing.

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  • Robin in Benton - God bless you, Joel, Levi and Cora in heaven. Praying for you to have the peace that surpasses all understanding that only comes from God as he continues to hold you in his hands through this journey.ReplyCancel

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  • Lindsay - I’ll be doing some extra praying for you all during the next days.ReplyCancel

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  • 3LittleByrds - Thinking of you and your family this weekend and praying. Everytime I open your blog and see sweet Cora’s face smiling it just melts my heart. She’s truly a angel.ReplyCancel

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  • Susan - Remembering Cora today…praying for you as you continue this journey. I can’t imagine the varying emotions flooding yours and Joels minds these days and just as you said…not sure I could do it. BUT, with God, I know I could, I would, just as you did for your Cora. You will be on my heart even more so in the next couple weeks…many, many prayers. Thank you also for reminding me of the sufficiency of His Grace!ReplyCancel

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  • onlymehere - So beautifully written. God bless you and your new little one.ReplyCancel

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  • The Idaho Olsens - My thoughts and prayers have been with you through out the year. You are such an example of strength and trusting in the Lord to me. You guys are amazing…from one Kansas girl to another…love you, you are wonderful.ReplyCancel

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  • Paula U - Joel and Jess–thank you for sharing your hearts and your innermost thoughts with us. We pray for you often and will especially remember you in our prayers as you walk through these next few weeks, remembering Cora and where you were one year ago. Blessings to you! Paula U.ReplyCancel

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  • The Morris Family - You are so right, His grace is sufficient!

    Tomorrow the 23rd will be three years since our Joel went to Jesus and he had the same cancer as your Cora….neuroblastoma. Our Joel was 3 years 4 months and 10 days.

    We will miss them in this life with every breath but one day we will be with them again…..

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  • Erica - You and Joel have been on my heart recently. My heart breaks for you as you revist the events of last year. I will continue to lift you up before the throne daily.

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  • Julie @ Joy's Hope - a year. a painful milestone. praying for your family and confident that you are resting in His incomprehensible and overwhelming grace.ReplyCancel

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  • Carla - When I first came across your blog, I lay awake all night after reading about Cora’s journey and illness and cried. For more than a week, it was on my mind every single second. Last night was just the same, I thought Cora and you guys all night. I don’t know why I’m commenting again on this post, I suppose I just wanted to remind you of how many people, far and wide, are walking this road with you Jess and hopefully, shouldering a tiny bit of the burden. Thinking of you today and hoping that right now, you’re getting some peaceful healing sleep. Hugs. CarlaReplyCancel

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  • Carla - When I first came across your blog, I lay awake all night after reading about Cora’s journey and illness and cried. For more than a week, it was on my mind every single second. Last night after reading your update was just the same. I thought about Cora and you guys all night. I don’t know why I’m commenting again on this post, I suppose I just wanted to remind you of how many people, both near to you and far away, loved by you or not known to you at all, are walking this road with you Jess and hopefully, shouldering a tiny bit of the burden. Thinking of you today and hoping that right now, you’re getting some peaceful healing sleep. Hugs. CarlaReplyCancel

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  • Kelly - My heart just aches for your family. I am praying for you all and for beautiful, blessed Levi.ReplyCancel

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  • Lauren Kelly - Cora’s testimony and life is beautiful and know it will be blessing to others for years to come!ReplyCancel

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  • Melissa Joy - I am in tears with you and for you.
    Thank you for sharing these thoughts. And for continuing to bless us with Cora’s life. (And with your entire family.)
    I can not describe to you how much you have blessed me, as I too have had a year fraught with trials (we are also coming up on anniversaries). Thank you for ministering.
    I am so sorry for the anguish you must endure.
    But I am so thankful for our great God’s sufficient grace.
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  • E @ Oh! Apostrophe - So beautifully written, thank you once again for sharing your heart with us! Thinking of your family today :)ReplyCancel

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  • i love plum - i’m always in awe of your strength…my heart goes out to you.

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  • jandkland - Nothing says more about the realness of our God than people like you who’ve endured hell on earth and are still alive to tell about it. Not only are you alive, but you believe in God, trust in God, and cling to God. And God has blessed you with a son even as you ache for your daughter. Thank you for sharing with us. We will always remember Cora.

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  • Shelley Faerber Camba (Manhattan/China friend) - you are on my heart. thank you for the gift of sharing your story so honestly.ReplyCancel

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  • Amanda - Oh,Jess. I have been thinking about you guys for weeks now. I knew this time was coming but I wasn’t exactly sure when. I’m sure it will be an emotional couple weeks for you. Know that we are (and have been!) praying for you.ReplyCancel

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  • Aaron and Shannon - I have been thinking about you guys a lot lately. We have been going to the doctor a lot lately with Cole and his ear infections. They won’t go away. Dr. Patron had us go do lab work and my thoughts just kept thinking about you, Joel and Cora. We are still praying for your family and will say some extra prayers this time of year for you guys.ReplyCancel

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  • ErinO. - Beautifully written. I am inspired by your faith and your family.ReplyCancel

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  • Stacey - Remembering Cora and praying for you and your family. Lots of Hugs!

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  • Anonymous - Praying for you today and everyday!ReplyCancel

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  • Karina - I still feel sick when I think of your losing Cora. I am learning from your journey. You are much loved by many strangers, as odd as that sounds.ReplyCancel

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  • Lexie Loo & Dylan Too - My heart ached for you as I read your story. My thoughts and prayers are with you everyday, and even more so in the coming days. Thank you for sharing your story.ReplyCancel

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  • Farris Family - My heart hurts for you and your family~ God is good even in the worst times. You are so strong, such an inspiration! God Bless! Hugs from Texas~ReplyCancel

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  • k and c's mom - As one who lost my husband to cancer six months ago, I am here to agree with your words: God’s grace IS sufficient. In the “squeezing tight” places, His grace IS enough. Blessings on you and your family. You’ve spoken truth in a way that will not return without accomplishing what God intends to everyone who reads your blog. Thank you.ReplyCancel

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  • Sue - What I have been through seems trivial compared with what you and Joel have had to face! You are so much braver then you know and such an inspiration to everyone who passes by your blog. Anniversaries are always going to be difficult and I imagine that with a new baby in your arms, this is going to be SO hard to face, but keep strong. Remember the happy times you shared with Cora. I always said that if anything ever happened to my husband, who I believe was my soulmate, they would need to dig a hole and bury me along with him, but here I am. 5 1/2 years later and ready to face the rest of my life. Good luck in the build up to the anniversary, it’s going to be hard, but the day after will come and then it’s a whole year until the next anniversary. I always try plan something nice to do with my son on ‘sad’ days, it somehow makes them easier to get through. I don’t know what I’d do if anything ever happened to my child… Sending you all lots of love and prayers, Sue XXXReplyCancel

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  • FaceforGrace - What a beautiful and inspiring post! I cannot even begin to imagine how difficult this is/has been…but as always you offer such amazing insight. What spoke to me the most is “Like we are gifted in handling difficulties” followed by your explanation of God’s grace. That is such an amazing way to explain how you guys have been able to make it through this time. Please know that you are covered in prayer the next few weeks and beyond!ReplyCancel

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  • Mommy2QTPies - What a beautiful, heart wrenching post…prayers are with you as you enter the next few weeks, remembering…your sweet girl will always be in your hearts, forever.
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  • Cristy H. - (((Hugs))) and prayers Jess and Joel.

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  • Kelly @ Life As A Martin - My heart still aches for you and your loss. My daughter is Cora’s age and we plan on releasing another pink balloon for her this year just as we did last year. I am praying for your family. Congrats on baby Levi. He is absolutely adorable.ReplyCancel

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  • The Schilling's from Cimarron - Jess,

    I too cried A LOT the 23rd thinking back and remembering our time last year filled with fear, love and hope. We talked a lot about how time just stood still when they put Jaylee on the ventilator. I don’t even remember the flight there. It seems like just yesterday we were together in that ICU room. I still remember watching your family and friends walk by our little Jaylee and their eyes and hearts were filled with tears. Jason and I just hugged each other and said to ourselves, “we don’t know what happened, but we need to pray for happiness and healing for that family”….. and who would’ve known that would be the start of a friendship that will be in our hearts forever. There still isn’t a day that goes by that I don’t think of you all! We have a picture of you and Cora on our board in our kitchen, and I swear Jaylee is just drawn to that everyday! She says BABYYYYYY. I say yes that is our Angel Cora. It was such a bitter sweet time for us, knowing that our little babe was getting better and yet we still had to watch you hurt over Cora.
    We are soooo blessed to have met you and be a part of such a wonderful family and spiritual awakening. We will NEVER forget you and Cora!
    We are soooo excited to meet Levi and hold him too! May God continue to bless you and heal your hearts!

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  • Marlene W. - Your little boy is such a darling. Reading your blog brings me such a mixture of emotions. I am praising god for bringing you this little boy in His timing. God bless you all!ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - I stumbled across your blog randomly last night. It had been a very long day for me and my kids, and I was only planning on returning a few emails and then hitting the hay. That’s when i found your blog… 2 hours later… and a whole box of tissues (literally)! Your story shook me to the core. I have never felt so many emotions, so deeply in a very long time. Your family has reinvigorated my love and passion for the Lord. I feel like your story found me at a time when i needed it more than you know. Thank you for being so open and vulnerable. You have touched my life in a way that is beyond measure. Know that your precious daughters life has healed many hearts in Michigan.ReplyCancel

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  • KyndraRenae - I can’t imagine the emotional roller coaster you are on right now. Having a new baby on top of this. I was bawling reading this. I really don’t even know what to say. I drive by cora’s playground alot and I think about her story every time. I didn’t even know her and it breaks my heart. Your faith is truely amazing. I admire that. God will help you through this week. You are in my prayers as well as many others.ReplyCancel

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  • Laura E - I just happened to come across your blog by blog surfing. Even though this is such a sad story, it’s so encouraging. We’ve been dealing with heart problems with our little 10 month old boy. He has a twin sister, so we have one very healthy baby, and Ashton has the heart issues. Thank you for sharing your story for the world to read. It was what I needed to hear as we face another heart procedure for Ashton. God’s grace is sufficient, and Jesus is holding our hands as we go through these trials. As my tears continue to roll down my face after reading about your sweet Cora, I just want to say thanks for sharing her story.ReplyCancel

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  • heather - Thank you for the inspiration. I’m sorry for the loss of your daughter. Your new baby son is beautiful. Enjoy.ReplyCancel

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  • Jenifer's Journey - I dont know what to say I see all the long comments but all I can say is I am sorry for yalls lose and how amazed I am with you and your husbandReplyCancel

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When Levi was born, I think our families needed hold him as much as we did. They were all with us when we lost Cora and have walked beside us during this hard, hard year. They were ready to share in a little joy with us. Levi has so many people to love on him. I don’t think we will ever need to worry about finding a babysitter either!

The grandparents.

The uncles and aunts.
All of them but three.
One of Levi’s uncles was in China.
And we somehow missed getting pictures of his other two uncles.

Kids weren’t allowed in the hospital.
This made for some very sad cousins who wanted to meet Levi so badly.
They had to settle with peeking at him through the window instead.
When Levi came home he got lots of lovin’ from all the cousins.
They each wanted a turn to hold him.

And yesterday he finally got to meet his last uncle.

Levi, you have no idea how much you are loved!

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  • 3LittleByrds - Those are just precious pictures. You can tell Levi is one loved little boy.ReplyCancel

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  • Sue - Far & wide!! He is a blessing to us all and you and Joel an inspiration. You are both so brave, so strong and so totally loved!! Stunning pictures – no doubt Levi will love looking through them as he grows up, they’ll be a constant reminder of how precious he is!

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  • Christina - Tears! I know I don’t know you guys, but I am so excited that James got to meet him, too! What wonderful pictures. The cousin ones are sooo sweet. I love those little hands, that are cupped in front of and behind him. So precious.
    It’s kind of weird…just today my oldest daughter, she’s nine, asked when Levi was born (what time)…they share a birthday. When I showed her that he was born on her birthday she put her hand over her mouth and just smiled and smiled. Anyway, I thought to myself at that moment that if we did live nearby and if we did know you all that you would certainly have a babysitter in her in a couple of years. Then I thought,”Like they would need one! I’m sure they have a whole town full of babysitters!” That was just earlier today. Funny that you started your post that way. :)
    I hope that doesn’t sound too strange. When you read about someone’s life, and especially something so dear and intimate, you start to feel like you know them. Anyway, those look like some very, very special times. I know you are enjoying him!ReplyCancel

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  • Shana - What a precious joy for you and your family. Levi is a blessing to you and a healing balm to your heart. I know Cora is saying now rest Mom and Dad and be happy. I pray for you every day and hope all is well.ReplyCancel

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  • Princess Martha - Hi Jess, Christinas comment about how it feels like we know you, made me smile. I am in Australia, and the other day I went to my girlfriends, who has been away for a few weeks, and she said, “Did you see Jess had Levi while I was away”.
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  • shepherdsgrace - He is such a beauty…

    the love in the photos is wonderful…

    you bless me….
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  • Wibeche - I am so happy for you.Beautiful pictures:)
    He is so cute.

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  • Joyce - There is such sweetness in all of your pictures. They all just made me smile. He is a beautiful baby.ReplyCancel

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  • Toni :O) - YAY for family….beautiful to see everyone happy…wishing you nothing but fun and joyous times ahead!ReplyCancel

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  • onlymehere - These pictures are absolutely adorable and you can just feel the love and happiness that is there. He’s an adorable baby boy.ReplyCancel

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  • Heidi - It is so heart warming seeing so much love in one family. Levi is so blessed to have been born into your family. He has such a precious little face. Thank you for sharing such sweet home photos.ReplyCancel

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  • purejoy - loved by so so so SO many of us out here in bloggy land, too!

    what a host of precious family members. so glad you have lots and lots of support.

    he is beautiful. seriously gorgeous.

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  • Lauren Kelly - Precious pictures!!! :)ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - As with your other bloggers I feel like I “KNOW” you..Love Love seeing the pictures with all that love flowing!What a sweet blessing little Levi is! and what wonderful parents he has been blessed with…

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  • Jane In The Jungle - that little boy is such a God Thing! And you definitely have plenty of sitters!
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  • Adrienne - cousins are the best!ReplyCancel

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  • Robin in Benton - And that doesn’t even count his on-line family who have been praying for him and waiting anxiously to meet him on the blog. I am so happy for all of you!ReplyCancel

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  • Shannon - What a blessing for Levi to have so many people to love him! This post was unbelieveably sweet.ReplyCancel

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  • Micah - Thanks for catching us up, Jess. I know it’s hard to find time now with the little guy, but we just love hearing how you’re doing. Levi is the CUTEST guy. I just wish I could kiss on those sweet little cheeks.ReplyCancel

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  • Cori - What beautiful pictures! I just love that you have pics of everyone holding him. He looks like such a tiny little man.ReplyCancel

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  • Kelly - Isn’t family the best? It’s so good they’ve been able to celebrate with you!ReplyCancel

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  • Miranda - I love that you took photos of everyone that held him. We did the same thing with our “baby boy” (he’s 22 months but he’s still our ‘baby’). We took photos of literally everyone that held him. Even when I took him into work, church, everywhere. I wish we had done that with our other 3 children, lol.
    He is definitely one very loved baby boy. And so precious too! Simply adorable!ReplyCancel

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  • susy - He is not only loved by family but by people that don’t even know him.ReplyCancel

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  • Shuggamom - Jess, What a BEAUTIFUL family you and Joel have!! Y’all are so Blessed!! Levi is in for some FUN times!!!
    The precious little girl in the pink striped shirt is a doll holding on to Levi,her little hands are so cute and her beautiful smile.
    Thanks for sharing with us,we all love the pictures.

    Levi is more beautiful than ever!!

    Love and Blessings to all family members,

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  • Sharon - Such joy is wonderful to behold! You have such beautiful families. The little girl in the pink reminds me so much of your mom in her picture!ReplyCancel

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  • Polka Dot Moon - Sweetness all around! Lucky little Levi :)ReplyCancel

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  • Tricia - No greater gift! To have that kind of love in your life is one of God’s great blessings.
    Oh, big hugs to the little prince.

    With love and prayers,
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  • Melissa - So much love..
    Makes me want another one!
    Looks like God gave you a sweet little boy to love and add to your family.ReplyCancel

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  • Andolicious - Wow You and Joel have a HUGE family and Levi has so many aunts uncles, and cousins! He is blessed and loved. All of you are very blessed to have each other! Great pictures, and what a beautiful baby boy :)ReplyCancel

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  • Kristen Andrews - Congratulations what a blessing Levi is, so happy for you!ReplyCancel

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  • Mum2twopreciousgifts - Beautifully said (as always Jess!) and magnificent pictures.

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  • Diana - AWESOME! Such precious times with Levi and all the family!! PRAISE THE LORD for loving family members!

    ADORABLE photos of everyone!

    Continuing to keep you ALL in our prayers!

    Love and hugz!

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  • Laura - Oh, my, what wonderful photos and precious little Levi! Many blessings to your beautiful, big and loving family!

    p.s. how do you get your phots to arrange like you do…like the “months of the pregnancy” photos you had as well? Love them!ReplyCancel

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  • JenReece - He’s absolutely adorable! Boys are so much fun and never stop moving! Get a good pair of tennis shoes and never take them off. He’s a blessed little boy and so are his parents. Congratulations and thank you for continuing to share you journey with so many of us that you don’t know. It’s so inspirational.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Levi is PRECIOUS! God is WONDERFUL!!! I continue to pray for you, Joel and little Levi everyday!ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - He is just precious!! I have been reading your blog and praying for your family for a while! I’m so sorry about Cora but get so blessed when I read your blog and see that you still praise the Lord through all y’all have went through. And what a blessing it is to see you new sweet baby and seeing enjoy in your and your husbands faces. I know God will carry you through and that Levi will not take the place of Cora but will help to heal the hurt it’s left. I think y’all seem like awesome parents who love the Lord!!
    Keep strong in the Lord and He WILL carry you through it, good days and bad!!ReplyCancel

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  • Bill and Mary - It does my heart good to see so much love in those pictures. I echo the sentiments of many of your readers, we love him too!!ReplyCancel

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  • Kristin Brannan Wilson - What a lucky little boy!! He has sooo many people who love him and well as his Heavenly Father! What a blessing!ReplyCancel

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It is hard to believe that just a little over two weeks ago we were meeting Mr. Levi for the first time.  He has been such a sweet little boy. Nearly perfect. At least we think so. Someone told me that God knew just what we could handle right now. I think that is so true. The past two weeks have been emotional as we experience new things with Levi and yet grieve for Cora in a whole new way. Levi is a blessing no matter what kind of baby he is, but it has been an extra blessing for him to be so good!

At two weeks

Levi is weighing in at
8 lbs 13 oz
and he is
21 inches tall.

Joel and I took Levi to his two week appointment on Friday. I was a total wreck the day before. I think I cried about anything and everything that day. I wasn’t sure what was triggering all those tears (besides the obvious), but I am pretty sure it was just the anticipation of going back to the pediatrician’s office for the first time. We hadn’t been there since the day we found out Cora might have cancer and were sent straight to the hospital–almost one year ago. When we checked Levi in for the appointment it was so weird. They asked who the appointment was for and I had to catch myself from saying Cora instead of Levi. I had been there so many times with Cora last year. As we waited in the waiting room I just cried. So many memories were rushing back. I was a little worried that I wouldn’t be able to compose myself when they called us back, but somehow I did. Our pediatrician is wonderful–he is the same one we had with Cora. He was so excited to see us again and meet Levi. I felt such a peace when we were sitting there talking to him. Levi had a great appointment. Everything looked good and we are so thankful. I don’t know if I will ever take one of these “good” doctor appointments for granted again!
Oh, and here is proof that Levi does cry. Really. Not very often though. Like I said, he is a really good baby.
We ended our week with a visit from my dear friend Laura. She lives in Colorado and we have been best friends since 5th grade. We have been through a lot together!
We had the whole weekend to catch up and hold little Levi. Laura is a photographer and taught me some new tricks on my camera. She took the first two pictures of Levi. We also got to spend some time with Julie and meet sweet Calla. Thanks for coming Laura! It was so good to see you.
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  • ♥Amber Filkins♥ - What a blessing! Levi is just so, so adorable. And I’m still praying for you through this all, and that God will mend the hole in your heart.ReplyCancel

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  • E @ Oh! Apostrophe - What a beautiful little blessing that sweet boy is… thanks for updating us… so glad you are doing well!ReplyCancel

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  • Heather at All A Flutter - What a blessing to have good friends to go through life with. The photos of Levi are really beautiful! My heart is aching for you as you go through these ‘firsts’ with Levi while you grieve dear Cora. I know how helpful it was for me when I learned that I could grieve for my son and find joy in my newborn daughter at the same time. It helped me to feel whole again in a very unique way, and I’m wishing the same for you. Sending many prayers your way!ReplyCancel

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  • gwswenson - Jess, He is sooo so GORGEOUS! Looks like the sweetest little dumpling. I’m so very happy for you.ReplyCancel

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  • KK - As my husband’s Aunt said upon seeing our son, “There ain’t no denying that one!” Little Levi looks the spitting image of Joel. So happy for you all!ReplyCancel

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  • Tricia - Oh my goodness! Levi is just sweet, yummy baby perfection!

    God does know what we can handle. You are blessed. (Duh! 😉

    With love and prayers,
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  • lcy - No exaggerations – he is one of the most beautiful babies I have ever seen.ReplyCancel

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  • harper - What an angel!!! God Bless your family!!!ReplyCancel

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  • Marla Taviano - He is such a gorgeous baby. Just gorgeous.

    My heart aches for you during this hard, beautiful, hard time.

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  • Barclay Kathryn - He is just precious!ReplyCancel

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  • Pink Velvet Mommy - What a absolutely beautiful baby, and even better that you got a good doctors report. I am certain that there are many bittersweet experiences. But oh what a wonderful blessing for your family:)ReplyCancel

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  • texasinafrica - He is so precious! Continuing to pray for you.ReplyCancel

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  • Aaron and Shannon - He is so precious. I’m so glad things are going well.ReplyCancel

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  • k and c's mom - That first picture is just amazing. I am so very happy for you and your little family. Tears are just fine! I have this theory (as I am going through some grieving, too): what if it took a certain amount of tears before the grief was washed away? That thought helps me let them flow instead of holding them in. There’s healing in those tears. And God is saving everyone of them.ReplyCancel

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  • Kelly - He is honestly one of the most beautiful babies I have ever seen! So adorable!
    It’s good to hear you skipping over these hurdles one at a time!ReplyCancel

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  • Vic - The top picture of Levi and the picture to the far right of Cora on the header are almost identical. Amazing how much they look alike. Beautiful babies. Levi is so lucky to have such a beautiful angel looking over him.ReplyCancel

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  • Sarah Johnson - Hello! You may not remember us, but my husband & I were at Ronald McDonald house when you guys were. Our daughters Marleigh & Natalie were born at 26 weeks. Our hearts broke for you when you lost Cora. I couldn’t imagine what you guys were going through. However, not too long after that, we lost Natalie. Marleigh will be one on Saturday, and is doing great. I found your page from a link on Holli’s blog. We just wanted to congratulate you on your beautiful little boy. Know that he has a special guardian angel in heaven.

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  • Anonymous - Ah he is BEAUTIFUL…I can only imagine the emotional roller coaster you are on..thank you for updating us and continueing to share your journey.

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  • Angie - Those pictures are just so sweet!!

    Thinking and praying for you on this new journey with that adorable little boy!ReplyCancel

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  • purejoy - ohmystars, he is stunningly beautiful (i mean handsome)!! he is just sooo amazing.ReplyCancel

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  • The Kellys - He’s so beautiful! And it’s so wonderful that he is such a happy baby. Congratulations!ReplyCancel

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  • Whimsical Creations - He is so beautiful!ReplyCancel

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  • 3LittleByrds - He’s just beautiful.ReplyCancel

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  • Kat and Crew - What a good looking baby!! Just like his big sister.ReplyCancel

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  • Misty Rice - He is so darn yummy…. I mean seriously. And I was going to ask about the pictures….I noticed. They look so bright and sharp. What a blessing…what a blessing…ReplyCancel

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  • Trasie Bressler - Miracles Happen and it came in a little boy named Levi!

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  • Cherry Tree Lane - I am so happy he is such a wonderful blessing.
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  • Sophia - well one thing is for sure, you two make BEAUTIFUL babies!!

    what a lovely little boy.ReplyCancel

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  • Sophia - well one thing is for sure, you two make BEAUTIFUL babies!!

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  • run26.2mom - Adorable!!! So precious and innocent. I bet there will be some onery looks coming your way soon :)You have beautiful children with beautiful soulful eyes! Continuing to pray for you and your family.
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  • Ashley Ann - I get so excited when you make a new post. He is so handsome.ReplyCancel

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  • kaylin rose and mara anne - love these new pictures and so happy for you…what a blessing!

    and i agree God knows what we can handle in life…we might now know, but he does…and it looks like you are doing a wonderful job :)ReplyCancel

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  • Courtney Cloud - Your babies are so beautiful. I am so happy that the Lord has blessed you with such a sweet spirited baby boy. I’m praying for you often. I know this transition has to be an emotional roller coaster.
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    Levi looks so adorable, and you look great for a mum with a newborn, not looking tired at all!ReplyCancel

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  • Toni :O) - He certainly is picture perfect! I’m thrilled he’s treating you so well and that you got time with your good friend…yay for you! Sorry the doctor visit was so emotional for you, I just cannot imagine. Keep soaking it all in…one precious day at a time. Big hugs to you all!ReplyCancel

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  • Carla - What a beautiful boy :-) I can’t imagine how emotional things must be at the moment as you get to know Levi and miss your little lady. Thanks for sharing. My thoughts and prayers are with you always. CarlaReplyCancel

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  • Wibeche - He is so adorable:)

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  • Emma and Company - What a sweet little boy! He is so cute. I am so glad his appointment went well, I can’t imagine how hard it must have been for you to go back to that office. Praying everything still goes wonderfully!ReplyCancel

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  • Danielle - He is, NO LIE, the cutest baby of all time. I love his brown striped outfit!!!!ReplyCancel

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  • Lexie Loo & Dylan Too - He is absolutely precious!ReplyCancel

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  • A - He look so precious! Praise God for blessing you with a good baby :)ReplyCancel

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  • Enos Family - He is absolutely BEAUTIFUL! Really, such a gorgeous baby. I am so glad things are going well. We’re all emotional after a baby, so I can’t imagine with the extra emotions you must have. Enjoy your wonderful little man.ReplyCancel

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  • Beki - TheRustedChain - Ohmygoodness, he is absolutely delicious.

    That first picture is gorgeous.ReplyCancel

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  • Karina - He is sooooo gorgeous. You sure do produce beautiful children. Hugs to you as you continue to cope…I can only imagine every day is a roller coaster.ReplyCancel

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  • Paula from NY - Levi is beautiful.. Congrats to your beautiful family!!ReplyCancel

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  • anna louise martin - Gorgeous, gorgous baby! Still praying for you.ReplyCancel

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  • Tina - I am so happy for you Jess! He is precious. Thank you for posting weekly updates. I really enjoy reading them.ReplyCancel

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  • Trudy - Ahhh, he’s so cute! Just beautiful. God be with you. {btw those sweet little bees hanging above Levi are too cute – but not as cute as Levi}ReplyCancel

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  • RLG - Levi is so beautiful. Of course you’re in tears! I hope you’re not being too hard on yourself. You’ve got major hormones working against you right now! LOL Take care. xoxoReplyCancel

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  • Val - I had a dream about Levi last night! (I have never met you, but I stumbled across your blog the day Cora went to live with Jesus, and have been reading ever since). In my dream, Levi was all grown up (maybe in his late 20s) and he was a lover of animals, and all life. He was doing farm work in my dream. Then my dream flashed back to when he was maybe 4 or 5. And it was so weird… everything around him was so bright. It almost hurt to look at him because he was so full of sunlight. I know he is very special, and a blessing to you, and anyone else that will get to meet him.ReplyCancel

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  • Michelle - How blessed you are to have precious Levi! He’s a doll.ReplyCancel

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  • Kristi - Oh, I can tell he already loves his mama :). What a sweetie!!ReplyCancel

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  • Nan - Seriously… that is one incredibly beautiful baby! Glad you made it through that first appt. I can only imagine all of the feelings you are working through and will continue to work through.

    Just keep remembering that every day when things are churned up, God does not plow forever… He plows and plows and then He plants and then life emerges, fresh and green and fruitful. Hang in there on the plowing days.ReplyCancel

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  • Rebecca - He is just as cute as can be! :)ReplyCancel

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  • The Moffats - So good to be with you guys and love on little Levi. Always worth every minute of the drive. Miss you all already. Hugs.ReplyCancel

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  • Lauren Kelly - He is just absolutely precious!!!!!! :)ReplyCancel

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  • Lindsay - Adorable! i love the pic of you holding him.ReplyCancel

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  • Lacie and Stephen - What a beautiful baby! I know how much of a blessing it is to have the second baby be calm when you are still greiving the loss of another! I am so glad that you are all settling into another new normal with Baby Levi! Congratulations!ReplyCancel

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  • Celine - What an angel! I can’t believe how clear his complexion is. I love the polka-dot sleeper. What a blessing to have such a good baby. I pray that God would continue to ease your pain every day. I continue to keep you in my prayers.ReplyCancel

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  • Sara - He is just gorgeous! What a sweet face. :)

    I have been thinking of you often. I know what it is like to bring home a baby after losing a baby too soon. Our circumstances are different yet we share the same heartache.

    Just know that you are being prayed for and thought about as you continue on this journey.ReplyCancel

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  • La Familia Garcia - Wow, he’s real! He’s so beautiful!ReplyCancel

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  • The Mershawn's - Oh Jess…I think we would be good friends if I actually knew you:).
    I had to laugh when I saw Mr. Levi sitting in his swing. Our sweet baby boy enjoys that same swing while wearing some of the same clothes as Levi. Guess that’s not so strange if you like to shop at the Gap & Target…ha!
    Glad things are going ok. Think about you guys often. I can’t even imagine how emotional things must be right now. Praying for you all! And keep enjoying that sweet boy. Thanks for sharing him:).ReplyCancel

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  • The Emily's - He is perfect!! Congratulations! And what a great little name for him :)ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Wow. He is so absolutely beautiful. Congrats on your little guy.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Levi is absolutely beautiful! I’m so thankful for you that he is a great baby!ReplyCancel

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  • Laura - Levi is gorgeous..simply precious. I’m so glad that his dr. appointment went well. I’m thankful that you can feel Jesus’s arms around you, the amount of faith you have is truly inspiring.ReplyCancel

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  • Polka Dot Moon - What a beautiful boy!ReplyCancel

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  • KyndraRenae - He’s a beautiful baby. The first 2 are gorgeous! I couldn’t even begin to imagine the emotions you’re going through. You are an amazing woman, you always see the good side of things. You have such faith in God.ReplyCancel

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  • Andy and Katie - Jess,
    What a sweet little man. He is just darling. Love to all of you!ReplyCancel

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  • Sue - You are looking amazing already! And Levi is incredible, glad he’s being as good as gold for you and Joel; I’m sure it’s excactly what you need!!

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  • Ben and Jessica Hershberger - You have a beautiful boy..so very precious.ReplyCancel

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  • Miranda - What beautiful photos! That’s great that you had such a special visitor. And to gift you with a warm heart but also so many wonderful photos! :)ReplyCancel

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  • Diana - Sooooooooooooo THANKFUL your appointment went well and that Levi’s doctor is so caring for you guys! AMEN!!ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - So, so sweet! He looks so much like his daddy! I think it’s his eyes. My God continue to grant you joy and peace as you raise up your adorable little boy!ReplyCancel

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  • Kate - Goodness that’s an exceptionally beautiful baby! The look in his eyes is remarkable. You’re going to have such fun with him.ReplyCancel

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  • Mrs.Haggie810 - He is so adorable! I’m sure you’ve been told this, and I hope it doesn’t upset you, but he looks a lot like Cora, but I think that’s a blessing! They are both gorgeous! My first son and my daughter look a lot alike too. Thanks for sharing his cutie pictures, and Praise the Lord for a good appointment! Makes me realize I really need to blog some new photo’s of my new boy soon…and he’s 2 MONTHS! lolReplyCancel

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We brought Levi home last Monday and it has been freezing cold here in Kansas ever since.


We have spent most of our time at home so far, trying to keep warm–holding Levi as much as we can and trying to soak up every minute.


Levi has been such a good baby. We are spoiled. He has been doing lots of sleeping and eating. He is even sleeping pretty good at night. I am still trying to get used to changing a little boy’s diaper–so different from girls. I have ended up in the middle of a few big messes!

My mom stayed with us the first few nights to help with Levi. It was so nice to get a little extra sleep. Thanks mom! As you can see little Levi has worn us all out!

On Friday morning we woke up to a freezing house. Our heater wouldn’t turn back on. We stayed in bed most of the morning and tried to stay warm while Joel got someone to come out and look at it. Thankfully it was fixable, but we decided to venture out into the cold and get some lunch while the house warmed back up.

We took Levi to one of our favorite places for some greasy burgers and fries. Yum! It was nice to get out of the house for a little while.


Levi is sweet, sweet, sweet. While the past week has been emotional as we transition again, we are so thankful for this little man. I was hoping to get these pictures posted on Saturday (when he was actually a week old), but we have been too busy getting to know our little Levi. We are enjoying every minute with him!

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  • Darby - Jess… He’s so incredibly beautiful! I haven’t commented in a long while but I’ve been thinking of you and rejoicing with y’all!! Praise the Lord for this precious, precious gift!!ReplyCancel

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  • Joyce - Well he is just precious. So happy for you. Enjoy getting to know your little man : )ReplyCancel

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  • Kristine Hanson - love the pic of your hubs and mom, sums up how everyone feels after a new baby…thanks for sharing your story with all of usReplyCancel

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  • Farris Family - What a Blessing! He is beautiful!
    Every Good And Perfect Gift Is From Above! Praise God!ReplyCancel

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  • susy - God Bless you all. May he give you all continued health and comfort forever. Levi, may you grow up healthy and full of love for your family and God. You are truly a blessing.ReplyCancel

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  • Nancy - I just looked on your blog earlier to see if you had updated! He is so handsome! Stay warm!!ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - He is so precious…Emotionally I am sure you guys have alot going on..so thank you for taking the time to update and share with us…love love love the pictures 😉

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  • Tara - he is absolutely adorable!!! oh my gosh… boy diapers are TOTALLY different!!! my son was 7 weeks old yesterday and i have been {explosively} pooped on 3 times! once in my lap in the parking lot at target… luckily i had a sweatshirt in the back. 😉 anyways, he is so cute! and i know that y’all are just so in love!ReplyCancel

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  • Mandi - Such a sweet little man! He really is beautiful…I mean handsome. :)ReplyCancel

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  • the breedens - I can’t get over what an awesome photographer you are! And Levi is such a pretty baby to begin with!ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Levi is absolutely, incredibly precious and beautiful!!! I am so happy for you to have something in your life that brings you peace and joy…ReplyCancel

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  • kahlanne - Levi is absolutely beautiful! You are very blessed. I am sure you already know this. Congratulations!ReplyCancel

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  • Elle's Mom - Oh my goodness he is so, so cute! What a little blessing. Congrats!!!ReplyCancel

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  • Kelly - He is seriously one of the cutest babies I’ve ever seen! So glad to hear the transition is going okay! Enjoy all the cuddles and snuggles you can!ReplyCancel

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  • Melissa - He is sooooo cute! I love his little nose. I agree…enjoy every minute! My baby girl is 7 months old and it makes me sad and happy all at once. Soak him up. Praying for y’all…ReplyCancel

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  • BreezieGirl - Oh God bless you Macs… Levi is too cute for words.ReplyCancel

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  • Mindy - he is just about the cutest thing ever! Makes me want another just looking at him but 4 is enough for me! Your photos are wonderful. Congrats to you and your family!ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Levi is absolutely, incredibly precious and beautiful!!! I am so happy for you to have something in your life that brings you peace and joy…ReplyCancel

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  • holly - Levi is absolutely, incredibly precious and beautiful!!! I am so happy for you to have something in your life that brings you peace and joy…ReplyCancel

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  • Jen - Oh, he is just so precious and perfect and handsome.
    I loved all the sweet pictures, and the one of your mom sleeping on the couch with your husband…made me laugh out loud :)
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  • Lacie and Stephen - Levi is in such good hands! Enjoy every min. holding your new little guy! Your arms have been empty for a while. I have been in your shoes and it is so bittersweet. There is nothing bitter about Levi. He looks so SWEET!! Enjoy your new little one!ReplyCancel

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  • vintage girl at heart - He is a sweetie. So happy that he is here and that you are enjoying every little minute.
    He is a beautiful baby amd looks like both of you!
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  • kelli - he is too cute! the last pic makes my heart smile!ReplyCancel

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  • Tara - So happy for you! I’ve been reading your blog throughout your entire pregnancy. So exciting to finally “meet” him. Congratulations!ReplyCancel

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  • deyoungsters - he’s soooo sweet! those pictures just warm my heart. praise the Lord for such a sweet little baby boy!ReplyCancel

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  • Stef - these pictures are beautiful and I am so happy for you guys! I’m glad to see God is bringing joy and healing through his birth. We’re still praying, as I can only imagine you must have those moments where you ache for Cora and just want her there with you.

    Levi is a gorgeous baby! He looks so handsome and healthy. Way to go, Jess!ReplyCancel

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  • Stef - oh, the sleeping Grandma and Daddy picture is the best I’ve seen… on any blog. Absolutely priceless.ReplyCancel

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  • Gina Dreher - He is absolutely GORGEOUS! Let me know if you want professional pictures, though yours are really great! :)ReplyCancel

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  • kaylin rose and mara anne - he is just so precious…i can’t stand it. i am so glad to hear he is a good baby and you are enjoying getting to know your new little man in your life…what a blessing for the both of you.

    enjoy that sweet baby boy!
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  • Tricia - Oh Jess and Joel, I just can not get over how gorgeous Levi is! You two make some beautiful babies! 😉

    So glad your furnace was a quick fix. Not a fun way to start a cold January morning. Our best friends live in Kansas as well (Ft. Riley to be exact) and they were telling us that it was a high of 5 and a low of -20 on Thursday, and that the wind is just awful! I guess our 10-15 degrees is a bit tropical.

    Stay warm and safe sweet Mac’s.

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  • Beki - TheRustedChain - Ohmygoodness he is so yummy!!

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  • Sarah - He is absolutly beautiful…or handsome…whichever you prefer! what a perfect little blessing!ReplyCancel

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  • Marla Taviano - LOVE the pictures! What a stunning little baby. Just perfect. Praying for you as you love on Levi and miss Cora. Hugs!!ReplyCancel

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  • Kim - He is so adorable! Glad you are enjoying every moment!ReplyCancel

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  • Enos Family - He is so precious! I just love your pictures- you do a great job!
    Yes, boy diapers are quite different than girl ones! Watch out! A friend got me some “pee pee tee pees” which were little cloth caps (little hats) for the pee pee. They were so funny and they did work!
    You and your mom are so talented- you could whip some up pretty

    http://www.bebabean.com/product/pptp/index.aspx

    Enjoy every moment with your little man!
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  • Melissa Joy - He is so beautiful that I am in tears over him! :)
    Continuing to pray God’s grace upon you as you continue adjusting to your new “new normal.” (((hugs)))ReplyCancel

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  • maryboys - thanks so much for sharing these precious photos with all of us:) levi is beautiful – he looks just wonderful in so many colors – love the brown especially! and the photographs are really, really well done…i think the one of your mom and husband is just classic. how do these little babies wear so many people out?!?

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  • Don, Aimee, Kaitlyn and Kysen - Precious…and yes boys are a little different to change than girls…and they seem to know how to aim right at ya at that age! Enjoy the new life in your house!ReplyCancel

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  • Misty Rice - Okay I have seen some beautiful little new born boys, including my own….but …. I am starting to think he may be making the top of cuteness list. He is so yummy. I love all the colors you have him in.

    Again congrats to your new member of your family of four.

    I can’t wait to start seeing bits of Cora in him, so when you smile at him, you get to smile a little a both him and Cora. She would be the best big sister.

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  • Jennifer Dawn - I am so happy for you. What a beautiful blessing he is.

    Stop by my blog to register to win my book giveaway. The prize is a lovely set of classic children’s books. :)

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  • Auntie Mip - On a really crummy day…new pictures of Levi…ahhh I feel better now:)ReplyCancel

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  • Rach - Aww, he is A D O R A B L E!!! Such a sweet little blessing. Praying for you during the transition.ReplyCancel

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  • Falling Around - Too precious for words! Looking at him gives me “that feeling” – you know the one – the feeling that makes me want to do it all over again.
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  • Ceri - OH my goodness he is adorable! Congratulations again, and enjoy this stage of littleness. For me the pee pee teepes didn’t work I just got really fast at the diaper changes. (when I tried they always just fell off. I 2nd 3d 4th… all the comments about your photography skills! Some questions if you have time to answer them:
    What kind of Camera do you use?
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  • Heather at All A Flutter - so much to be thankful for in each of those photos! they are pure joy.ReplyCancel

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  • Trasie Bressler - He is incredibly handsome and I love the picture of Daddy and Grandma asleep on the couch…That pretty much sums up life with a new baby in the house.

    I’m so glad it was too cold to get out of the house and that you all enjoyed just being home and warm snuggling with that baby…He is beautiful and isn’t God Good?

    Many many blessings,
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  • Christina Egner - He is so scrumptious & sweet!ReplyCancel

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  • Toni :O) - Thrilled to hear all is well and LOVE the pictures of your beautiful bundle of boy!!! Yay for you guys…truly wonderful to see prayers answered. God bless!ReplyCancel

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  • Mrs. Dunbar - there’s nothing like a brand new baby in the house. and changing those little boy diapers is an event those first few weeks. once i was inspecting my lil one’s belly button and all of a sudden i was getting water in my eye… but it wasn’t water, the poor thing was just cold and let loose. fun.
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  • Amber Ellis - He is beautiful and so are you! I enjoy reading your blog so much. You are an inspiration. I only pray that I could become half of the faithful woman you are. Thank you for sharing your life with us!ReplyCancel

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  • Amanda - did you have an employee at Beck’s take your family picture??? HA!

    Levi really is one of the cutest babies ever – you guys did good!

    You are getting SOOO good with your camera – when I get my new one, hopefully you can teach me – that and photoshop. I may just have to set up some private lessons for all these things- maybe 5 times a week or something like that – and I PROMISE I wouldn’t just be coming to hold Levi.ReplyCancel

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  • onlymehere - He’s a cutie for sure! I love your photography too, the poses and sharpness of the pictures, along with the great candids.ReplyCancel

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  • amy - He is absolutely beautiful! Praising the Lord with you for this new beautiful gift of life and praying that the Lord would continue to heal your hearts.ReplyCancel

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  • RLG - Levi is so beautiful. You spoil us with so many lovely pictures of him! Boys are messy, it’s true. We once had a projectile pooping incident with ours, and I just stood there, laughing until tears were rolling down my cheeks. I knew it was a moment to remember. Luckily, vinegar and water gets almost anything clean. Cheers! xoxoReplyCancel

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  • Nicole - Oh my, he is the sweetest thing. So beautiful and you take the greatest pictures. You look great for being a week postpartum!

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  • Heidi - Levi is a beautiful baby! He really has a perfect little face.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Levi is precious, I love the beautiful new pics you posted! May you continue to cherish and enjoy every moment (even the sleepless ones!) And yes, little boys have a certain way with those diapers, just keep a cloth handy AT ALL TIMES!

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  • Mommy2QTPies - He is absolutely beautiful! Thanks for sharing with us readers! Hope you continue to enjoy this new stage in your lives…god bless.
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  • Angela - oh Jess, he is just beautiful! loves of love and hugs from dallas! miss you!!!ReplyCancel

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  • Al's World - Precious, wonderful boy!!!! I have been praying and praying for you and been so excited to see pictures of your little man!ReplyCancel

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  • Aaron and Shannon - He looks so peaceful and content! I am so happy for you guys! Can’t wait to hold him again!ReplyCancel

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  • Allison - So glad to see more pictures, keep them coming! He is absolutely precious & I’m so happy for you guys.ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Wow … he is absolutely beautiful. Seriously. The sweetest looking boy EVER. God bless your little family.

    Not sure where I found your blog … been reading awhile and never really commenting. This might be my first! Had to say something about the cutie pie!

    Congrats on the new blessing.
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  • Lindsay - He is simply beautiful. I’ve been thinking about you Kansans – my family lives there and I’m glad you have been able to keep warm. I’ll keep praying that God will heap his blessings on your family! Thanks for sharing with us.ReplyCancel

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  • Laqueta Howard - I fell in love with Cora from the first moment I saw her picture and now Levi has won my heart in the same way. Both of your children have the beauty that comes from having God loving parents. Congratulations to both of you.ReplyCancel

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  • This is the day! - What a doll! He is so beautiful. He is just perfect and such a blessing from God! Our little guy is three weeks old today and it is so cold in Indiana too that we have only been out of the house once to go to the doctor. Spring will be such a welcome season!ReplyCancel

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  • amy - hi there, i’ve been “lurking’ for a long time. and i have to say cora was one of the prettiest baby girls i have ever seen. and i have 2 girls of my own. and you did it again with sweet levi. he’s gorgeous. i am so happy for you and joel. blessings, amy.ReplyCancel

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  • Shuggamom - Jess and Joel,
    Can I just say “BEAUTIFUL”
    OMG!!! What a handsome little man his is. I know yall could bust, with pride.
    Y’all look amazing !!
    Please enjoy every moment with Levi, they grow so fast,my kids are 28 and 25, and I thank GOD for every time I’m with them.
    Cant wait to see more pics whenever you have a FREE minute.
    You have so many people around the world Praising GOD for precious Levi.
    Y’all are so loved.
    Kiss those sweet soft cheeks for us.

    Blessings and Love,

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  • Anonymous - Living in Southern California, I always wondered what all those buntings and things were for. Now I know! Levi is beyond adorable. You are all in my prayers!ReplyCancel

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  • Jenny S - Congrats!! He is just so precious!ReplyCancel

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  • Christine Trebendis - A perfect little boy…so precious.

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  • gwswenson - Tears in my eyes! Such a gorgeous, sweet face. That last picture took my breath away…those deep eyes.

    I’d love to know if I can send a little something to you, using the PO Box that was on the return label from my etsy order?

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  • Kristin Stegent - So sweet and precious!ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - He is incredibly adorable!! He is so pretty!! What a blessing!! God bless you and your adorable family!!ReplyCancel

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  • Rachel E. - He has Cora’s beautiful eyes! I can’t tell about the color, but the shape is definitely the same! Congratulations again.ReplyCancel

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  • Mary - I have so many things to say about that beautiful little boy, but– Jess! How do you look so great one week after delivering a baby?? Wow! Enjoy your little guy!ReplyCancel

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  • Party of Five - So happy for you. He is adorable and he looks like he is just as perfect as you say! You look great too. Congrats. You deserve it!ReplyCancel

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  • Mum2twopreciousgifts - Whilst we in Australia are living with the air conditioning on and spending plenty of time in the pool so we can keep from overheating, I have been thinking of you bringing your little man home in winter.

    My 6-1/2 year old came home from hospital weighing just 5lbs in the middle of winter after a month stay in the NICU. I remember us with heaters blazing, her wrapped in oodles of layers and sleeping with us to keep warm.

    God Bless you all and thank you so much for taking the time to post.

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  • Angie - What a sweet, sweet little man you have! I can see how happy you both are and I am glad to see that you are holding up as best you can right now. You know better than anyone to enjoy each moment and it looks as though you are…congrats on a special little guy. He is perfect.ReplyCancel

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  • The Buchanan Family - WOW he is adorable! Precious! I could eat him up! Stay warm and hold that little cutie all you want! Congrats once again!ReplyCancel

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  • The Jones' - What a handsome lil guy! Sending prayers your way and thanking the Lord for your sweet lil blessing.
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  • kimberlysayre - He is seriously gorgeous! So happy for you!ReplyCancel

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  • Laura - he’s gorgeous! I’m praying for health, happiness and love for you guys!
    be blessed!
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  • Mandi @ It's come to this - He is absolutely beautiful … the cutest little brother I’ve seen in a long time!! Thank you for sharing the pictures with us! Continuing to pray for you all!

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  • Micah - He is about THE CUTEST little guy I think I’ve ever seen! I just loved these pictures. I’m so glad to hear you are adjusting well, and little Levi is such a good baby.ReplyCancel

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  • Sara - He is PRECIOUS! He reminds me so much of my boys when they were babies. What a sweetheart!ReplyCancel

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  • Jaimie - he’s the cutest!!!ReplyCancel

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  • k and c's mom - Such wonderful pictures of Levi! I now that this little guy is going to be surrounded by so much love. Blessings on you all. God is faithful.ReplyCancel

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  • jandkland - He is breathtaking. It is so exhausting with a newborn, but so unbelievably beautiful, and it all passes so quickly. Thank you for sharing these photos!

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  • The Pike Family - stinkin cute! He is one handsome lil feller:) Im so happy for you guys…ReplyCancel

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  • Jane In The Jungle - He is so cute!!!
    And oh yes, those boy parts will get you every time, LOL!!ReplyCancel

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  • The Perfect Trio - Jess, he is amazing. I am in awe of your strength…although, I’m sure it’s tough. Your strength is inpiring. I’m so happy for you!!!!

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  • The Gunter Family - Oh my goodness….Levi is SOOOO ADORABLE!! What a precious baby!!ReplyCancel

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  • Allen and Debby Graber - Wow. I am so in love with him! What a blessing! I LOVE the picture of Joel and Kathy! Ha Ha!!ReplyCancel

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  • Kristi - He is absolutely GORGEOUS! And I am so HAPPY for you all! The picture of the 3 of you made me burst into tears!! God bless you all! :)
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  • Lcy - What a gorgeous baby! He is just beautiful!!! Such joy. Stay warm and rested.ReplyCancel

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  • cupcakefitz - He is so adorable. I’ve been checking for an update everyday. I was so excited to see one! I’m so happy for you both. Enjoy him.ReplyCancel

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  • The Bounds Family - Levi is beautiful!!!ReplyCancel

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  • Miss G - He is SUCH a cutie! I just oohed and ahhed through this whole post! What a sweet little man. KellyReplyCancel

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  • Beaulieu Family - Congratulations on your new little blessing! Your testimony has been a touching one and I am grateful you are gracious enough to share it. May the Lord continue to bless you all as you get to know one another and love on that new little boy of yours!ReplyCancel

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  • Robin in Benton - What a beautiful baby! And while I’ve been looking forward to more pictures (they change so fast) I’m so happy to know that you are just enjoying holding him in your arms and getting to know him. So happy for both of you!ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - That is the most beautiful baby EVER! No wonder he is sooo sweet!ReplyCancel

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  • Jenni Lynn - Seriously, what a cute baby, what a gift! I have been reading your blog for months and love hearing your heart. Cora’s sweet life has already left such a legacy and I know God has such great plans for Levi!ReplyCancel

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  • rentz - He is so very sweet! I had some very messy accidents with my boys as well. Well…they had the messy accidents. I was just the unfortunate bystander. : )ReplyCancel

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  • Claudia - What a precious little boy!!! My goodness he’s gorgeous!!

    I remember the “accidents” with our boy (now 3 years and 3 months) … hehehehe.

    You mention how different is to change a girl from a boy, we are getting ready to find out, to me is easier to clean boys but that’s because that’s all I know :0)

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  • Jennjilla - Levi is gorgeous! What a sweet little guy! Enjoy every moment with your cutie pie!ReplyCancel

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  • Sonya @ Balentine Bliss - He is gorgeous, gorgeous, gorgeous!!! Congratulations – beautiful pictures, too!ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Your photograhy is really excellent. These are awesome keepsake photos!ReplyCancel

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  • Vera - He is PERFECT!!!!ReplyCancel

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  • Wendy - Congratulations on your beautiful new addition. He is absolutely sweet! May he continue to bring blessings to you and your family. I think about you and your family daily and praise the Lord for this new life. May God bless Levi and may the Lord continue to bring peace and healing into the Mac household.ReplyCancel

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  • Alicia - It’s always so amazing how little they are.
    He is beautiful…congratulations again!
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  • Joy in Denver - Levi is so beautiful. I am happy for you guys! Praying your babymoon will be full of peace and joy. :0)ReplyCancel

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  • purejoy - ohmystars he is one of the most beautiful babies i have ever seen and you are a spectacular photographer!! such gorgeous photos!!
    rejoicing over your sweet miracle!ReplyCancel

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  • Country Roads - Little Levi is so handsome!! Such a cutie. Enjoy, enjoy, enjoy!! He has a wonderful set of parents. God Bless!ReplyCancel

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  • Ashley Ann - I love the last picture…they are all beautiful. Congratulations again…handsome boy you have there!

    Have fun with those boy diapers..ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Levi is utterly and completely beautiful!!!
    I am going through great grief and sorrow right now and seeing these pictures and seeing your beautiful Levi has given me the much needed boost to hang onto God’s goodness and kindness to those of us who belong to Him.
    Thank you!ReplyCancel

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  • Michelle - He IS beautiful. Thank you for sharing so many pictures with us. My heart is over flowing with joy for you. You look great!ReplyCancel

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  • nennermommy - He is so cute! Congrats!!!ReplyCancel

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  • teresa - He is so beautiful. And I love his name. What wonderful verses to pray for his heart and life. Rejoicing with you and praying with you as you get to know your litte fellow. I have a great-nephew, Jesse, that is just 12 days older than Levi. I’ll be praying for & watching both of them grow.ReplyCancel

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  • Kristin - Levi is absolutely precious! I love the last one all wrapped up, so adorable!ReplyCancel

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  • Deborah - Love the photo of Grandma and Daddy passed out. Levi is beautiful, just beautiful. His coloring and cheeks! I’ve been reading your blog and praying for your family for almost a year now. It is so heart warming to see you all smile, Keep those photos coming.ReplyCancel

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  • Our Lives - How nice to see all these wonderful pictures of you and your family. Thank you for posting them (Ive been checking your blog for more photos ever since Levi was born)… :) I remember my little boy being that little and my hubby and I almost broke our backs trying to change his diapers!God bless you!ReplyCancel

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  • merlin - Levi is so adorable. Sounds like he’s having some fun with you during diaper change time….that makes me smile with very fond memories of our own sons as babies, who each had their own style, so although better prepared with son #2 he still outsmarted us. Love these boy babies!
    I am so happy for you that Levi has filled your home once again with baby noises, milky-scents and fresh love. Thank you for graciously sharing your handsome son Levi with folks like me who enjoy visiting your blog.ReplyCancel

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  • Erica - he is sweet as can be! you are so blessed!!! i just want to kiss his sweet face. baby boys are amazing aren’t they?ReplyCancel

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  • Amanda - what a cutie!:)ReplyCancel

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  • gabriel - I just love seeing a new update!!! Levi is such a perfect handsome lil boy. Glad to see you all smiling and feeling so much joy.ReplyCancel

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  • Christina - It may be freezing, but it seems like he is one to melt anyone’s heart!! What a beautiful little guy. Oh, those snuggles! The pic of your mom and Joel is great. I have been praying for you as you all move forward.
    I love so much how joyful Joel always looks in his pictures. I just wanted to say that. :)ReplyCancel

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  • forever folding laundry - He is *beyond* adorable.
    Glad you are getting a little sleep!

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  • Anonymous - Congratulations! So adorable. Followed your blog from afar since I read about Cora’s illness and am so happy that you have a new baby to love. LOVE ther picture of your mother and Joel! So very typical of a family with a new baby – and so real!
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  • Princess Martha - Oh Jess, he is so so so adorable! You both must be so proud of the little man you have created. I cannot explain just how happy I am for you both. Congratualtions again.ReplyCancel

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  • Sue - He is too precious for words!! Glad that he’s behaving himself and that you guys have had extra hands to help, mom’s are a blessing. I’m sure Levi is going to be a treasured, much loved little boy. He’s already SO special. Your photos are stunning, I can’t wait to see more!

    Sue x

    PS. You’re looking great, glad you guys got out a bit, sure it did you the world of good 😉ReplyCancel

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  • Tracy - Baby Levi is absolutely precious! I’ve read your blog for awhile now but I don’t think I have ever posted a comment. So happy for you and your family!ReplyCancel

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  • Hope - I have been following your blog for quite some time and never commented that I know of ~ but wanted you to know what a blessing it is to read and hear your heartfelt honesty. Levi is such a beautiful little boy ~ God is good.ReplyCancel

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  • Marsha - What a sweet, handsome baby boy! Continually praying for your family.

    Love and prayers,

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  • Momma H - Levi is a beautiful baby! He looks sooo snuggly. We are so thankful that your arms are filled again. Praise the Lord for all his goodness!ReplyCancel

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  • Jessica - What a little angel! You guys look so happy! Enjoy every minute of your precious Levi!ReplyCancel

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  • Kristen - What a precious little boy. God bless!ReplyCancel

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  • MCH PHOTOGRAPHY - Congrats! Mac Family He’s adorable!ReplyCancel

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  • Shannon - Oh my goodness–he is so incredibly beautiful! Enjoy getting to know your precious little blessing!ReplyCancel

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  • Julie - It is so good to see you two smiling with Levi- smiles of pure joy! Love the all the pictures, especially the last one with him peeking out from the fluffy towel.ReplyCancel

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  • Melanie - Such a precious baby. Congratulations!!ReplyCancel

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  • Bethany - What a CUTIE he is!! I am sure this time is so bittersweet, but I am glad you are enjoying him!! Soak it up!

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  • The Gleasons - He is a beautiful, beautiful baby. Just perfect. I’m so happy for your little family. Many blessings!

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  • Lauren Kelly - He is just absolutely gorgeous!!!! :)ReplyCancel

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  • Jo - He is a blessing to your family. He is so sweet :) Thank you for sharing Jess!!ReplyCancel

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  • Mandy - These pictures are just PRECIOUS. What a blessing this little man is to you and your family. Thank you for continuing to share your story with us.ReplyCancel

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  • Emma and Company - He is so gorgeous. Congratulations once again! God is so good!ReplyCancel

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  • KK - He’s absolutely beautiful. I love the last picture! He’s like an old sole with that little furrowed brow. So, so happy for your family!ReplyCancel

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  • Miss Em - He is beautiful. Many blessings to you all.ReplyCancel

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  • The Potters - What a beautiful, handsome, snuggly little blessing. Congratulations. Hope you guys are doing well.ReplyCancel

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  • Sheila - Thanks for sharing the beautiful pictures. Soooo precious!!!ReplyCancel

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  • Karina - He is soooooo gorgeous, I can’t get enough of him! And I am not alone; I check in daily, and yet I see 162 comments before mine!!! You guys are famous. More pictures as soon as you can, please! And BIG HUGS as you continue to miss Cora. It must be so hard.ReplyCancel

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  • Jared and Abby - He is beautiful! Rejoicing with you!ReplyCancel

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  • Kelly - Yay! Levi is so absolutely adorable! Thank you for posting the pictures, have been waiting to see them! May the Lord continue to bless you all!ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - How precious! He is soooo lucky to have you as his mommy and Joel as his daddy! Glad you’re enjoying him. God Bless!!ReplyCancel

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  • Tiffany Lockette - Levi is just absolutely precious and you look amazing. You are glowing. Enjoy your little man and congratulations.ReplyCancel

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  • tiggerjd3 - Look at that sweet baby!!! He is precious!!! Thanks for the adorable pictures and the updates!! Enjoy getting to know you little one!! He is truly a gift from GOD!!!ReplyCancel

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  • Laura - He is so beautiful. My heart is full of joy for your family.ReplyCancel

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  • onebadrunner - perfect.
    just perfect.
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  • Jennifer Gilbert Settle - I am so happy as I look through the pictures of your family, especially Mr. Levi. What a blessing he has already been to your family. Jess, you look like you are just glowing (and I don’t just think it is the grease from the hamburgers!) I will continue sending up prayers on your behalf!ReplyCancel

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  • Celine - Every picture gets better than the last! You have a beautiful family, and the sweetest little boy. I also love your carseat cover.ReplyCancel

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  • i love plum - he is just beautiful…thank you for sharing!!! xoReplyCancel

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  • Amanda Nicole - He is just the most handsome little man! I’m so happy for you guys! You have always been such amazing parents and more importantly letting God lead you through it all! So glad you have such a wonderful bundle of joy in Levi!ReplyCancel

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  • Maureen - So… thrilled for your family! The picture of your Mom and Joel is priceless!!! 😉ReplyCancel

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  • Nicole Robinson - Your new little miracle is just perfect!

    I actually wrote a blog post about following the blogs of strangers–like yours– and referenced your story. I just thought I would share.

    http://nicolerobinsonsblog.blogspot.com/

    Blessings to your family!
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  • Kelli - HE is BEAUTIFUL!!! Thankful he is here!ReplyCancel

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  • Meg - What an incredibly precious little man! So handsome! I am praying for you-congratulations!ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - God Bless you and Baby Levi. He is gorgeous!

    Sincerely,
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  • Polka Dot Moon - So precious is he! You forget how tired you are when they are first born.

    Stay warm and snuggle your little Levi!!
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  • whitney - he is so precious. enjoy your new little man! can’t wait to read your upcoming blogs!:)
    your family is so strong and are definatly people i look up to:)ReplyCancel

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  • HannahM - Oh my- he is precious! My heart is so happy for you both! Thanks be to God for little Levi!ReplyCancel

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  • KyndraRenae - He’s beautiful! Boys are definately different than girls. I get peed on alot lol. His first outing! how exciting. I love that place 😉ReplyCancel

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  • Molly - Gosh, he is just so precious! I’m glad you have him to snuggle with during this cold cold January. We’re in KC and hating this weather! Ready for spring!ReplyCancel

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  • Jan - He is beyond beautiful, and I love how you have him all warmly bundled.ReplyCancel

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  • Michele - Praising the Lord for this precious gift!ReplyCancel

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  • Brooke - He is so adorable!! God bless you. I know Cora is smiling down from above so proud to be his big sissy!ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Levi is so beautiful! Congratulations!ReplyCancel

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  • The Design Girl - Levi is BEAUTIFUL. Congratulations!!! I am so so so happy for you :)

    Email me when you need to get some photos in the banner!

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  • Kristi - He is just beautiful!! What a handsome little boy. I am glad you are doing well and staying warm :).ReplyCancel

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  • Jennifer - Okay – the last picture – of him in the bath towel – just may be the most adorable picture of any baby, taken anywhere, EVER. And I say this with three precious blessings of my own. That picture is just amazing.

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  • Baylee and Blair's page - Congrats again… he is SO handsome! I’m glad you all got your heat back on!

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  • Kristi J - What beautiful photos! And a gorgeous baby. I think often of you guys and I’m so thankful you’ve been blessed with precious Levi.ReplyCancel

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  • Kristin - He is beautiful. Amazing pictures.

    I was amazed after I had our son that three adults were completely exhausted from caring for one baby (my mom stayed w/ us too). :)ReplyCancel

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  • Susan - He is totally adorable~an absolute gift from above! So happy for you!ReplyCancel

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  • The Tulip Lady - he is simply beautiful. What a wonderful little man. Blessings to you guys!ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - He is SO very cute!!!! He really is just a beautiful baby. You don’t know me…but I am very happy for you all! Congrats!! God is so good!
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  • Lexie Loo & Dylan Too - He is perfect. Beautiful pictures of your beautiful baby!ReplyCancel

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  • Diana - Awwwwwwwwww, Levi is so ADORABLE!! Such a handsome little man! Good thing he had all those warm clothes last week, huh! Yep, it was so awful cold!

    Praising the Lord for your blessings!! You guys enjoy that baby and getting to know him!!

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  • Laressa - Levi is amazing! Thanks for sharing your precious son with those of us who have been following your story and what God is doing in your life. Congratulations!ReplyCancel

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  • Elizabeth - Happy, happy tears for your family!!!He is so beautiful!ReplyCancel

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  • Rebecca - He is just adorable!
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  • Anonymous - Levi is an absolutely beautiful child and such a gift to your grieving hearts. I CANNOT imagine the conflicts that your hearts and minds are dealing with right now but I pray that God will give you peace enough to enjoy and treasure Levi and at the same time honor Cora’s life !!!! To GOD be the GLORY !!!Ellen in GA.ReplyCancel

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  • Cheryl - What a beautiful baby!! Welcome Home!ReplyCancel

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  • Sharon - Thanks for sharing little Levi with us-it is such a pleasure to see your beautiful family.ReplyCancel

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  • CourtneyC - He is just precious!!! Love the picture of your mom and husband sleeping on the couch.ReplyCancel

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  • SadMommy3434 - Thanks for sharing Levi! He’s so adorable and handsome. Little boys melt my heart. I have two girls and a boy in heaven. The pictures are fantastic!!!ReplyCancel

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  • Maria - He’s beautiful. Thank you for sharing him with us:)ReplyCancel

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  • Joel - That’s one good looking boy you’ve got there!ReplyCancel

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  • Marty and Kim - He is just beautiful! You have taken such wonderful pictures of him! So glad to hear that he is doing well!ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Just as cute as can be!
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  • 65 Roses for Marcia - Have been following and have never commented, but have been praying for you for a long time! Congratulations on your beautiful little Levi!!! Loved looking at the pictures…ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Oh my gosh he is so sweet!! so happy for you all!!

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  • Kelly - I have to tell you again how happy I am for you guys. Hes such a precious gift from God. I know you are enjoying having a little one around again. My thoughts and prayers will continue for you and your family.ReplyCancel

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  • julia - congratulations! i love the pic of Levi snuggled in his car seat – so adorable!ReplyCancel

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  • Kristin - Beautiful!! So happy for your family!ReplyCancel

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  • Jerri - PRECIOUS…so cute and so happy for you!ReplyCancel

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  • Kris Reed - Levi is absolutely perfect! It was so wonderful to meet him in person and your pictures are incredible.ReplyCancel

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  • Hair Bows & Guitar Picks - He is so sweet! Great pictures!

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  • Travis,Stephanie, Olivia & Alex - Congrats on your new little bundle !
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  • Sarah - that is one cute baby! Congrats!ReplyCancel

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  • Sarah - Hi,

    I’ve never commented before, but I have read your blog and have shed quite a few tears for your sweet girl Cora.

    Levi is beyond precious and so beautiful.

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  • Kristin - Wow! Those pictures just make my heart smile!ReplyCancel

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  • Anonymous - Hey Joel and Jess! Levi is so cute and I can’t wait to come home and see him again! Praying for you this week! Love you all!
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  • Heidi - I have followed your story since your precious Cora got sick. I am so thrilled that Levi has joined your family! I pray for you regularly – your faith is amazing and such an encouragemnt. God bless you and your wonderful little man Levi!ReplyCancel

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  • Shawn - Jess-Levi is gorgeous. I am so thrilled that you have him to hold and love and smell. May these days be full of healing as you will inevitably remember Cora. May His peace flood your home with comfort and joy. Welcome, little Levi -you are so blessed.ReplyCancel

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  • Julie - Praise God from whom ALL blessings flow…..I’ve been a follower of your blog for a year now, and I am rejoicing with you over the birth of your new baby son, Levi. Congratulations!!!! May God continue to pour His blessings upon you and your precious family.ReplyCancel

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  • Nan - Praise God from whom all blessings flow! What a beautiful, beautiful baby boy. And you also look beautiful.

    What a bummer about your heater in the middle of that wicked cold snap! Hope you are all nice and toasty now!ReplyCancel

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